I went through much turmoil this year. After being spoiled with instant and easy inspiration from my piano, i expected it to sustain even after i lost my Piano. I strived painstakingly to "change" this keyboard so that it may "inspire me". Yet what i forgot was missing, was the inspiration within myself.

So that is why i finally decided to take a leap of faith. To let go of every negative mind set that is holding me back from being creative and inspired. I realized that selling my keyboard was one of those choices.

I sold it to some great people, and hope it will bring them as much joy as it did not for me. I must embark on a journey to discover my souls true inspirational calling. I know its in music, this is not a doubt. But i find that theres more to what i am limiting myself to.

Wish me luck on this journey right before my college auditions. I will begin to write weekly on here.

Jamal